10-14

Max kept forgetting what a birthday was. I'd ask him when his was and he'd say I don't know. I asked him when mine was and he said "Well it was Sep. 1 this year, but last year it was in December." And I got really mad at him, and said "It's the same day every year, the day that you were born initially!" And finally I said "Yours is March 6th!" And he was like "Oh yeah that sounds familiar."

Sitting in a really high area with Kristen, Shawna, Noorin, and Kelly. Kelly was called down by Mrs. Abbe to sing Juliette's aria and Kelly just starts singing it, and Mrs. Abbe is like "No wait til you're on the floor." But she keeps going until she's finished and then walks down on the floor. Then proceeds to sing some other ridiculously high aria, but as I'm looking at the sheet music, I notice that she's singing way lower than what's actually written. Anyway, she comes back and we're all clapping and everything, and then this kid with a guitar starts singing and Kelly and I start talking about how his range is literally only 5 notes.

Lastly, we're in this crazy world where basically everything you do is some kind of test or game. So there's "heaven" which is on a tall hill that you have to climb to, and everyone there is a spirit, and a body together. And if you don't have your spirit with you, you have to go back into the world and find it, because it won't find it's way alone. And then there's a ferry, which takes you to hell. Kind of too Greek for me. But you do have to get stuff from the ferryman in order to progress, but if you talk to him for too long, or get tempted by his ticket offers, you end up on the ferry and can't come back.

10-9-13

I forgot a lot of my dreams. It was cold this morning and I kept falling back asleep. One I remember though,

I was in my parent's bedroom with my parents. My Dad said that he had been at the VA, and was told that if he installed some crazy sauna in the bathroom, then he would get better. It was just the Master bathroom, but bigger with a tub, and the door was in another spot.

I went inside and my Mom said "Don't go in there too much, it's radioactive." And I was really upset that my parents would have installed something radioactive in the house. So I said "Mom you're always so concerned about health and stuff, why would you put something radioactive in our house?"

In some other part of a dream I was watching some kind of movie on this big screen outside, but laying on the ground and cuddling Max. There were other people around, but I totally forgot everything else that happened unfortunately  I remember everything when I wake up, but if I don't write it down I forget within in an hour.

And this weird thing has started to happen where as soon as I write down the dreams, I actually don't forget them. So I'll be trying to remember a dream that I did forget, and then pieces of dreams from weeks ago come to mind, and I'm like "No that was an old dream."

Update:
I just remembered the rest! This old family friend of mine who used to be my Bishop was putting on a play in the performance place at Bob Cole, using only fruits, or clay. It was a horrible show because I didn't know any of my lines and was just making stuff up. So after the show backstage I really wanted to get a copy of the script to keep as a momento. But they were all gone, random people had taken them. So I kept asking people if they had a copy I could have, and no one did. 

And then this girl held up this picture of Jesus, and said "Everyone keeps defacing our Jesus pictures!" And I said "THEN STOP MAKING THEM LOOK SO BAD."

10-7-13

So I actually have horrible dreams when I take naps.

Last night though, I had a dream where all of my grandparents, my cousin's wife, and my friend's wife were all dead, and then buried in my room! It was lovely. And I was searching on an online "dead people" website, and typed her name in, and then a flashing thing came on the screen that said "WARNING: NOT BURIED ON PREMISES". So good! And I remember saying something like "But she always ate gluten-free, and vegan. I guess it didn't help her." But my friend who's married to her was really sad. And then I was really sad that my grandpa had died, because he's supposed to dance with me for the father-daughter dance, because my actual father really did die! And speaking of, when I woke up I was so legitimately happy that it was just a dream, and then remembered that my Dad really was actually gone. So, bittersweet?

Then later on I fell asleep for 3 hours. And I had some kind of dream influenced by conference I guess. I forgot a lot unfortunately. I was driving up some road in a convertible, and there was this guy I knew just standing there. He's some guy I knew from the Stake a long time ago, named Max. Anyway, I was like "What are you doing?" And he said that he went there to smoke weed. And I was like "You shouldn't do that." And he just said "Oh all LDS missionaries do." But he called me Agent Holly, and I made some joke about him being James Bond. Uh. I did forget a lot.

I know later I was in my mom's room (where I was asleep) with all the stuff on the bed that I was actually working on in real life, trying to get dressed to meet Charlie (who is on his LDS mission) but it was taking forever to get dressed, because doing anything in a dream is impossible. So time kept going by and I just couldn't put on my clothes right.